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i’ve never been in a place like that

looks like in a hospital, but it was on train station. not kind of subway of course.

i was scared when walking through that place. since i was alone. glad that it was 9 am.

it’s not only about me,
it’s about you and see, i can do what i want.
i can just run away, or shut every one out, as i always did.
thanks for disturbing me for a while.
and make me think, a lot.
but you don’t know me. really don’t know me.


this just me and my messed mind. i thought a lot of something lately, thought over it again and again, till i realize that i really have to stop it.

New Start


some of you may or may not realize that i make some of my post being private.
why did i do this? recently, i read some article that say we don’t have to share everything on our social media. and by that i started to be silent reader in some of my social media, such as instagram or or facebook, but sometimes i still twitting unimportant thing.

i just want to start e new page of my life.. because don’t really like my old virtual identity in this blog.. LOL

Memoir Madness (and restless) — Science Project

i was the one who just underestimate science project. even if it was a must for a student in my school to make a group that had a science project, i was never thought that i will make that thing.
one day, i tell my dad that i have a science project. he was the one who excited that time. and he offered me and my group some lesson so that we can finish our science project.
it was very unpredictable that after a few day, after we decide to make a moving cloth rack, i was in a discussion with my science project teacher then he asked us to finish our work so that we can join the selection for science project competition.
then the madness thing begun.
i remember that day very well. the day when my friends and me was just struggling to finish our science work. and that day i got some other stuff that i had to do. i had to practice for story telling competition. and i can’t just forget my science project.
it was a few day. we didn’t rest. we even sleep during subject (its may be something usual, but for tired because of science project, that make me feel i proper to sleep at that time). a few restless day. just the 2 days before we went to jakarta for our competition, we didn’t had enough sleep.

that was the day that make me gone mad~

Weekly Photo Challenge: Change

through reflection, we can realize that we changed.. may be our face getting different, or else..
for knowing is something changed on you or not, it’ll be easier when you see your reflection with other people especially someone who didn’t meet you for long time. just tell them to tell the truth about you..



this world is too wide to be explored by your own self.. all you need just some friends then you’ll see brighter day

it was token when it was rain at noon..