Post via mail

I was wondering how can i start to post a thing via e mail. Actually i download the apps but seems like my device doesn’t have enough storage, so i decided to delete the apps. I tried to post from browser, but i think it’s just not really comfortable.
And i hope that i can post this via mail. Because i had my laptop broken since last month. Sad. Really sad. My work. My happiness is in that device. But i tried to post something in this blog. At least i tried to be my self or shout something from my point of view.
So this is a new thing for me. Posting from mail even though i had this blog for almost 7 years.
Hope you like this.
Or if you dont just ignore this. 🙂


Friends and food

Food and talks. Sharing life, like ‘how was your day?’ to ‘formula to calculate mean.’ Yes of course I talk about random things, and all people does it, doesnt they?

Forget and Forgive

Sometimes you have to glad that human can forget lot of thing. So that you can forget someone who hurt you. And it is considered as you forgive them. Even though when they say something about it, you dont really forgive them. 

As for me, it is not good. Sometimes, when some one hurt you, you have to say it to them. So if they didnt do it on purpose they wont do it again. But for some people they will just shut their mouth and try to forget it.

It really is aesy when i just write this things. The fact, I am not kind of perso  who can forgive people easily. Once they make mistake i can still consider that they didnt do it on purpose but some people just not lovable. They live like they are the center of the world. Only worried about them self. As for me, I am tryin to learn how to deal with them if i have to. But if i have choise, I’d rather leave them.

So, Forget doesnt always mean forgive right? 

Being forget sometimes can be good, but it also not that good if you dont remember things. Like some promise that you made or even something simple like where did you put your socks. 


I have missed you already

Feel like long time no see even actually it is just 7 days pass. A week. Lot of things happen. I dont really know what happen to you. You said nothing to me. 
Have you ever miss someone even when you are near them?

This kind of feeling sometimes come along with regret. The people you will be missed leave you or you leave them. 

Before you get those kind of feeling, try to get lot of quality times with them. Learn a lot of stuff from them. Make many memories with them. So you wont regret when you have to leave them or they leave you.


Change is a choise

Sometimes i got envious when i heard a story of friend who got turning point. They decided to change and stick to that decision in their future life. Looks like they made a big choise and never trap in their past. Always move on and set another goals because they achieved their past goals.
I do believe that every single person in this world has to face their turning point. Wheter it makes them be better person or not. But again how can we measure someone be better or worse?

Some people just too afraid to change because they think about how people judge them.

You are changed. I dont really like the new you

Those kind of sentence make some people afraid, hesitate, and over think about judgment.

Of course we are not alone. Homo sociois remember? But ignoring those kind of stuff can be a good step if you want to change.


Actually I tried to post a day. But seems so hard. I was too lazy to write something to share. Lol.

Here I want to ask you

Have you ever miss someone you barely know?

May be unconciously you miss someone you meet only once, or even they who haven’t meet you in person. 

Sometimes you just dont really know why someone you dont know appear in you dream. 

Fate just messing around with you.

Don’t let those feeling driving you crazy. This will pass. And this is a lesso



Time is preciouse and never come back. In many films we watch some character like to turn to their past, like alice through looking glass, and even mother gothel who loved to be young again in tangled.

In this post I want to tell you something. It is about me or my day of course. Around this month, Ramadhan I mean, all muslim around the world have to do fasting. It is a must and state in our holy Qur’an. During fasting period, a lot of community, some friends, or classmate, ask to have fast breaking together. This month, people realize how to get quality time while eating. 

This not only happen to me. 

The thing is not all people deserve your time right? They barely talk to you in the real life and ask or even force me to join them. Think again. 

Time will always go. Chose right person to spend it with.

Tentang waktu yang kita yakini sangat berharga. Karena jalannya tidak dapat diperlambat. Karena sia tidak akan kembali. 

Sudah tidak terasa sekarang memasuki Ramadhan lagi. Undangan demi undangan buber udah betabaran. Apalagi kalo udah tgl 15 Ramadhan ke atas. Mulai dari temen SD sampe temen kuliah. Semua nya ngajakin makan bareng. Mereka yang bahkan jarang banget ngobrol sama kita, tau tau ngajak buka bersama. Lah sekarang lu bisa liat gue? Kalo boleh ngomong gitu. 

Bukan masalah besar si sebenarnya. Cuma ngingetin aja kalo ada juga hal yang lebih bermanfaat ketimbang ngobrol haha hihi sampe malem banget. 

Coba pertimbangkan lagi, apa mereka pantes dapat waktu mu?


kemudian apa? kamu selalu meminta orang untuk mengerti keadaanmu, tapi kamu tidak pernah mencoba mengerti mereka



i’ve never been in a place like that

looks like in a hospital, but it was on train station. not kind of subway of course.

i was scared when walking through that place. since i was alone. glad that it was 9 am.


it’s not only about me,
it’s about you and see, i can do what i want.
i can just run away, or shut every one out, as i always did.
thanks for disturbing me for a while.
and make me think, a lot.
but you don’t know me. really don’t know me.


this just me and my messed mind. i thought a lot of something lately, thought over it again and again, till i realize that i really have to stop it.