in this mid test i had really bad score, and i cant blame everyone but myself. in the test week, i never study, i didn’t pray enough (i mean i feel so far from God), and my attitude against my parents wasn’t good. when i told my mom, she was very upset. and to be honest to know that she was upset is making me realize that i’m not a daughter who can make her proud, suddenly all of pain appear and it feels really hurt. the cause of it is really simple, its just because i’m too lazy. so from that day i dont want to make her upset again, and i learn that :
exam score is equal to your effort (how had you study), attitude against parents, and how close you to God.
mom, forgive me for not being a daughter that can make you proud.