#5

Which one is fake? Can you tell?

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#3 Optimis dan Realistis

Facing problem, sometimes we dont have to be realistis. It sound stupid but in some case it can be true.
Ada "tangan" yang lebih besar, mengubah takdir untuk mereka yang dikehendaki. Meski mungkin kita tidak tahu apakah yang dilakukan-Nya adalah mengubah takdir atau membalikkan hati kita dan mengarahkan pada yang pasti lebih baik dari yang kita punya.
Aku selalu percaya itu. Saking percayanya, ada seorang yang mengataiku optimis tapi nggak realistis. Ya emang kadang kita nggak butuh realistis dalam berharap. Banyak hal diluar kita yang mungkin saja terjadi. Tuhan Maha Pemurah, pikirku. Jadi ya wajar saja ketika aku menjadi optimis adalah salah satu upaya ku meminta pada Tuhan untuk dihadap dengan yang terbaik. Atau disiapkan untuk menerima apa yang Dia pilihkan untuk ku.
Dia Maha Kaya. Jadi pikir ku, mengapa kita meminta sedikit, ketika Dia memang memiliki segalanya. Toh apa yang kita minta sebenarnya juga hanya sedikit sekali dari yang dimiliki-Nya.

#2

Goals. In life you must have goals. It will lead you. Make your to do list for a day. And each day, you will know how far you go.
Of course laziness will come. Just remind your self something that you want achieve. So that laziness will (let say) go away. If you dont have enough motivation, and decide to not do what you suppose to do, regret will come. In some case, depress come after caused by regret and overthink.
So it is your choise, to deal with your plan or regret.

#1

Sering kali orang mengeluh susah sebelum mencoba. Mereka melihat seolah di depannya ada tembok besar yang sulit untuk dilalui. Tidak sedikit yang kemudian memilih untuk pergi. Mencari jalur lain yang tentu saja diharapkan lebih mudah. Padahal mereka tidak tahu apa yang ada di balik tembok itu mungkin lebih berharga dari apa yang akan mereka temui setelah membanting setir ke arah lain.

2018 tidak terdengar buruk untuk mencoba hal baru. Dan ya Konsisten.

This new year, new day. New people to meet. But still old me. I dont think i change. Celebrating 9 years blogging on this site. I wil try to post a day for a week. It doesnt have to be that long like a month. I need a week as a start again.

It is not like i am kind of people who make wish for the whole year at first day of january. No. I make a wish every day, at least five times. So yea, dont have to be new year to set new goal actually.

Hurt

I kind a know you. Not that detail. But yea, i think i know.
We both understand that we shouldn’t do things together, don’t we?
This is so wrong for us. And i decide to not get too close to you. You know, I feel comfortable when i was with you, yet i feel conflicted.

Have you guys know how it feels? When you close to someone but know that not to get too close to them is the best choise?

Khawatir

Semua orang punya kehidupannya masing masing. Ini pilihan mu apakah kamu mau fokus pada diri sendiri atau peduli pada orang lain. Meski berlawanan kamu akan memiliki dua sifat itu. Hanya saja tidak mudah menentukan kapan harus egois dan harus peduli.
Pernah dengar "kita hidup di atas ketidakberuntungan orang lain."?
Ini lah sebenarnya hidup.
Mengalah atau mengalahkan.

Sweet talking

In life we meet a lot of expectation. It makes a lot of people thinks that we have to achieve something at certain age. And at least that keep people to talk to you when they have to speak to you during family time or something like that.
It is very tiring, because during that time we have to explain our life and listen what other people thing what should we do and they dont actually care.
If i say "I dont really know how to finish my study, aunti."
They will give some "you have to read more." Or something that i know it is very easy to say.
Then i would just say, "everything is alright. You dont have to worry."
Even though in deep side of i would like say "why do you bother asking me? You dont even care." And splash them with a glass of water like drama queen. Lol.
No no no. I will never do that.
Even though they try to sweet talking me, and actually i dont care.
Sometimes you just have to leave the forum that you dont like. I think its better then fake everything.

[tag sweet talking, family gathering, expectation, leave, one post a day, fake, explain, study]

Post via mail

I was wondering how can i start to post a thing via e mail. Actually i download the apps but seems like my device doesn’t have enough storage, so i decided to delete the apps. I tried to post from browser, but i think it’s just not really comfortable.
And i hope that i can post this via mail. Because i had my laptop broken since last month. Sad. Really sad. My work. My happiness is in that device. But i tried to post something in this blog. At least i tried to be my self or shout something from my point of view.
So this is a new thing for me. Posting from mail even though i had this blog for almost 7 years.
Hope you like this.
Or if you dont just ignore this. 🙂

Forget and Forgive

Sometimes you have to glad that human can forget lot of thing. So that you can forget someone who hurt you. And it is considered as you forgive them. Even though when they say something about it, you dont really forgive them. 

As for me, it is not good. Sometimes, when some one hurt you, you have to say it to them. So if they didnt do it on purpose they wont do it again. But for some people they will just shut their mouth and try to forget it.

It really is aesy when i just write this things. The fact, I am not kind of perso  who can forgive people easily. Once they make mistake i can still consider that they didnt do it on purpose but some people just not lovable. They live like they are the center of the world. Only worried about them self. As for me, I am tryin to learn how to deal with them if i have to. But if i have choise, I’d rather leave them.

So, Forget doesnt always mean forgive right? 

Being forget sometimes can be good, but it also not that good if you dont remember things. Like some promise that you made or even something simple like where did you put your socks.