Khawatir

Semua orang punya kehidupannya masing masing. Ini pilihan mu apakah kamu mau fokus pada diri sendiri atau peduli pada orang lain. Meski berlawanan kamu akan memiliki dua sifat itu. Hanya saja tidak mudah menentukan kapan harus egois dan harus peduli.
Pernah dengar "kita hidup di atas ketidakberuntungan orang lain."?
Ini lah sebenarnya hidup.
Mengalah atau mengalahkan.

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Sweet talking

In life we meet a lot of expectation. It makes a lot of people thinks that we have to achieve something at certain age. And at least that keep people to talk to you when they have to speak to you during family time or something like that.
It is very tiring, because during that time we have to explain our life and listen what other people thing what should we do and they dont actually care.
If i say "I dont really know how to finish my study, aunti."
They will give some "you have to read more." Or something that i know it is very easy to say.
Then i would just say, "everything is alright. You dont have to worry."
Even though in deep side of i would like say "why do you bother asking me? You dont even care." And splash them with a glass of water like drama queen. Lol.
No no no. I will never do that.
Even though they try to sweet talking me, and actually i dont care.
Sometimes you just have to leave the forum that you dont like. I think its better then fake everything.

[tag sweet talking, family gathering, expectation, leave, one post a day, fake, explain, study]

Post via mail

I was wondering how can i start to post a thing via e mail. Actually i download the apps but seems like my device doesn’t have enough storage, so i decided to delete the apps. I tried to post from browser, but i think it’s just not really comfortable.
And i hope that i can post this via mail. Because i had my laptop broken since last month. Sad. Really sad. My work. My happiness is in that device. But i tried to post something in this blog. At least i tried to be my self or shout something from my point of view.
So this is a new thing for me. Posting from mail even though i had this blog for almost 7 years.
Hope you like this.
Or if you dont just ignore this. 🙂

Forget and Forgive

Sometimes you have to glad that human can forget lot of thing. So that you can forget someone who hurt you. And it is considered as you forgive them. Even though when they say something about it, you dont really forgive them. 

As for me, it is not good. Sometimes, when some one hurt you, you have to say it to them. So if they didnt do it on purpose they wont do it again. But for some people they will just shut their mouth and try to forget it.

It really is aesy when i just write this things. The fact, I am not kind of perso  who can forgive people easily. Once they make mistake i can still consider that they didnt do it on purpose but some people just not lovable. They live like they are the center of the world. Only worried about them self. As for me, I am tryin to learn how to deal with them if i have to. But if i have choise, I’d rather leave them.

So, Forget doesnt always mean forgive right? 

Being forget sometimes can be good, but it also not that good if you dont remember things. Like some promise that you made or even something simple like where did you put your socks. 

I have missed you already

Feel like long time no see even actually it is just 7 days pass. A week. Lot of things happen. I dont really know what happen to you. You said nothing to me. 
Have you ever miss someone even when you are near them?

This kind of feeling sometimes come along with regret. The people you will be missed leave you or you leave them. 

Before you get those kind of feeling, try to get lot of quality times with them. Learn a lot of stuff from them. Make many memories with them. So you wont regret when you have to leave them or they leave you.

Change is a choise

Sometimes i got envious when i heard a story of friend who got turning point. They decided to change and stick to that decision in their future life. Looks like they made a big choise and never trap in their past. Always move on and set another goals because they achieved their past goals.
I do believe that every single person in this world has to face their turning point. Wheter it makes them be better person or not. But again how can we measure someone be better or worse?

Some people just too afraid to change because they think about how people judge them.

You are changed. I dont really like the new you

Those kind of sentence make some people afraid, hesitate, and over think about judgment.

Of course we are not alone. Homo sociois remember? But ignoring those kind of stuff can be a good step if you want to change.

Actually I tried to post a day. But seems so hard. I was too lazy to write something to share. Lol.

Here I want to ask you

Have you ever miss someone you barely know?

May be unconciously you miss someone you meet only once, or even they who haven’t meet you in person. 

Sometimes you just dont really know why someone you dont know appear in you dream. 

Fate just messing around with you.

Don’t let those feeling driving you crazy. This will pass. And this is a lesso

Time

Time is preciouse and never come back. In many films we watch some character like to turn to their past, like alice through looking glass, and even mother gothel who loved to be young again in tangled.

In this post I want to tell you something. It is about me or my day of course. Around this month, Ramadhan I mean, all muslim around the world have to do fasting. It is a must and state in our holy Qur’an. During fasting period, a lot of community, some friends, or classmate, ask to have fast breaking together. This month, people realize how to get quality time while eating. 

This not only happen to me. 

The thing is not all people deserve your time right? They barely talk to you in the real life and ask or even force me to join them. Think again. 

Time will always go. Chose right person to spend it with.

Tentang waktu yang kita yakini sangat berharga. Karena jalannya tidak dapat diperlambat. Karena sia tidak akan kembali. 

Sudah tidak terasa sekarang memasuki Ramadhan lagi. Undangan demi undangan buber udah betabaran. Apalagi kalo udah tgl 15 Ramadhan ke atas. Mulai dari temen SD sampe temen kuliah. Semua nya ngajakin makan bareng. Mereka yang bahkan jarang banget ngobrol sama kita, tau tau ngajak buka bersama. Lah sekarang lu bisa liat gue? Kalo boleh ngomong gitu. 

Bukan masalah besar si sebenarnya. Cuma ngingetin aja kalo ada juga hal yang lebih bermanfaat ketimbang ngobrol haha hihi sampe malem banget. 

Coba pertimbangkan lagi, apa mereka pantes dapat waktu mu?